Hey Junkies, I just want to inform you all that there has been some url changes. The online shop url is now ‘shop.junkclothing.us’. The blog is now ‘junkclothing.us’ but still can be reached by the old url which is itsjunkclothing.tumblr.com. Thank you for your support and new apparel will be dropping really soon!
I have been noticing a lack of emotion with in myself lately. I can not remember the last time I cried. I have never been an overly emotional person but I know I did have a sensitivity about myself that I kinda held in check. I notice today that things don’t effect me the same way it used to on an emotional level. I see movies that I know jerk a tear or two and when I watch them now I don’t cry. I hear music and I love what I am hearing I just don’t get that emotional response. I miss being able to feel. I miss being able to connect. I don’t want to be emotionless. I know some guys are more sensitive than others but to not feel at all is kinda alarming. I was expecting emotional changes when I started T so I am not blind sided I am going to keep listening to my body and being observant. I think understanding helps. I don’t miss who I was. I just want to embrace who I am becoming if that makes sense.
Congrats ! I hope one day I can walk in your footsteps . If there were ever a big brother Trans program I'd def want you to be mine . You're a great inspiration on how a real man should be, Trans or not .
I appreciate that. I have the same struggle as a lot of ppl in the world. What you see today is who I grew up to be. I am happy with the man I am. & I am very humbly appreciative. If u need any help feel free to holla!
I am getting married this summer & it is one of the biggest decisions I have ever made in my life. I am very happy about finding a life partner. For me it is a little bit deeper than a ceremony & flowers playing dress up and all that other bullshit to validate our worth, for me its about having an understanding with another human being to have a life long relationship for whatever it means to them “together”. A union. A commitment to yourself and them to honor and respect them becuz of there worth. I am at a place in my life were this type of commitment is a reality. I thought I was going to be nervous but I am anxious. Anxious to live. and live with her. All of the bumps and bruises have bought me to this place of compassion,patience,commitment,character & strength. Life is not perfect but you sure can be happy. I choose to be monogamous. I am tempted everyday. I am bombarded by women and men who are outwardly lustful who intent is to objectify me and use me as there personal fetish. I understand you. I used to be you. I lust for intimacy in my adulthood and that is the reason I won’t play your game anymore. Im trump tight suckas!!!! I WIN!
I was thinking the other day how much I love people. I have friends of different races,ages, & genders. As for your sexual preference I could care less becuz were not fucking and if we do it doesn’t matter becuz (PAUSE) it just wouldn’t!LOL I never heard my parents bash ppl. They always kept it 100 with me and allowed me to form my own opinions about ppl based off my personal experiences. As a modern man in todays society my thoughts are pretty open. I respect ppl as long as they respect themselves and others. I have not experienced outward racism. Actually everyone that has done something to me look like me. (meaning they were black) I love being a human being first. Everything else is after that. I will continue to spread this universal thought and hope I can show some of my brother and sisters that being one dimensional won’t get you anywhere and living based off of the theories of others won’t help you grow. Reality means that its real meaning you have to accept your existence. Honor those who honor you. If you hate try to dispell it becuz it will kill you. GROW.