Dealing with your past as who you are today Pt.1
As you get older you experience your past in different forms. Sometimes you experience dejavu and sometimes its a reoccurance of someone periodically that will always put you in a space no matter how old you are. I have been confronted with my past by this need for ppl that have known me to feel like they should be in my life now after taking a major hiatus. By major haitus I mean 5-10 years not being present in my life. YEA!?!….I know right? Some of these ppl I dont even know how to begin to foster a friendship becuz I will never be what they last saw or thought I was. It can be difficult at times to have someone treat you as if your that same person. So what I have found myself doing lately is listening to them. Trying to see there growth over the years. Transitioning can be difficult if you allow it to be. I feel like I have spent my whole life tryna find and be the best man I can be. & now I am getting there ppl want to be apart of “MY” experience. I’m taking it as it come. Honesty is all I can offer them. I will not GO BACK to what You remember. I will NEVER be that person again. So I will allow them to be in my life. It will be at my pace tho. cuz I moved on.
PEACE on that one.